I feel really bad today. I feel sick. I ate too much this evening and I'm honestly not feeling well. I wanted to go out with my friends but they had all made plans and some didn't even answer the phone. I felt rejected and pissed the fuck off. I really do have a stomachache though and it is so bothersome. I feel guilty and depressed. I'm just not feeling well. Ugh I feel like puking.
Ok I can't concentrate. I'm really disappointed I let myself down and others. I am genuinely feeling sick. Ugh I'm so desperate now and anxious like i don't know what to do. I feel like just walking out and going for a long walk but I'm cold. I'm honestly beginning to panic I know i should calm down but this is really bothering me. I'm so jittery now.